Sabtu, 16 Juni 2012

today

there's so much things that i wouldn't say

freedom and its owner~ :)

Senin, 28 Mei 2012

what i feel


immortal mellow
by: adhitia sofyan


Secretly I’ve been in love with you
From the dawn of the days where the vampire roams
But you just couldn’t see it
I won’t appear on your mirror

And every morning when I come home
To get away from the light that can send me to hell
Even though I was hiding
I’m still on the run with those sinners

And everyday in these thousand years
I’ve waited and waited
For one of these days I can see the light
And finally see / feel you

So I’m sitting here singing immortal mellow
For it’s night slowly turns into life
I’m watching you singing immortal mellow
While I stand by your window tonight

When day turns to night everything will fall
Into places where mortals and sinners collide
I would tell you a story
Of how would a man gets / got his freedom

But still in the end everything still falls
Every time that day comes to blinded the earth
I was thinking of staying
Just lay on the grass till its over

I want to touch you in bright of the day light
Where you say to my face that my spell’s finally broken
Lets see what they run after forever’s fall
In this underworld

lagi seneng bgt sama lagu ini.
this is what i feel :)

tidak terdefinisi

kadang untuk melakukan sesuatu. kita dihadapi dengan berbagai perasaan. salah satunya takut. ketika semuanya membaur jadi salah satu hegemoni, tentunya dampaknya semakin nyata. buruk atau tidaknya, tergantung kita bukan?

mungkin 'the story ends' itu sangat tidak masuk diakal. karena kisah tidak pernah berhenti. ya seperti circle. dia berputar-putar.

saat sudah ingin mencapai titik akhir, kadang manusia dihadapi dlm berbagai sugesti, dan paradigma pribadi masing-masing dan lingkungan.

when night fall, can you described what do you feel?
among this line. never back easily.

tapi balik ke kata-kata salah seorang sahabat saya.
tidak ada belajar yang sia-sia.

tapi ini tidak berlaku untuk perasaa ya.
ada saja yang sia-sia.
sesuai paradigma saya, mencintai seseorang itu bukan bagaimana dia terlihat cool.
tapi nyaman atau tidaknya perasaan kita.

yah itu sih hal yg baru saja saya dapatkan.
ketika org yang anda cintai tidak ada disaat anda sedih.
dan ketika orang lain yg gaze nya was long overdue tetap ada bersama anda.
bisa dibilang seperti kakak.
anyway, my hands getting warm.
thats it.
perlahan-lahan nervous itu hilang :)

makasih hari ini :)

Minggu, 20 Mei 2012

Diam

Mungkin ranting itu kokoh disaat hujan. Tapi ranting pernah mengisyaratkan bilamana daun mulai gugur dari pohonnya. Jatuh, dan mati. Samar dalam tiap-tiap jendela yang mungkin saja tak kelihatan. Dia dan mereka. Kadang bosan dengan bayangan-bayangan sama. Sesaat daun mungkin tampak tetap kokoh. Melihat, atau hanya bisa merasakan.

Seandainya dia bisa berkata. Mungkin dia akan berkata, kalau dia tidak bisa berbicara lama-lama menggunakan mata, atau hati. Dimana sisa pembakaran lelayang saja tak cukup untuk menggambarkan perasaannya. Bertepi, tapi tanpa batas.

Sebenarnya mereka sama, tapi jarak dinding ringkih itu masih saja menghalangi dedaunan hijau yang ada dipelupuk mata. Dalam diam, daun hanya bisa menyambut ramah tamahnya tanah yang senantiasa menggenggamnya. Atau mungkin saja daun sulit untuk merasakan bagaimana ranting selalu menjaganya?
atau ketika ranting malah tetap melihat sisi lain dari waktu untuk perindu-perindu yang betah dilaut?

Semakin lama, semakin habis. Nyinyir dalam kesendirian ranting yang hanya bisa diam. Betah oleh jawaban kosong tanpa syarat.

Kamis, 15 Maret 2012

Bed Time Story About Constantinople

today, i'll described about this topic, not just because i studied about this i share this one, but, i feel interesting about this history.




Constantinople (Greek: Κωνσταντινούπολις, Konstantinoúpolis; Latin: Constantinopolis; Ottoman Turkish: قسطنطینیه, Kostantiniyye and modern Turkish: İstanbul) was the capital of the Eastern Roman Empire, the Latin and the Ottoman Empires. It was founded in AD 330, at ancient Byzantium as the new capital of the Roman Empire by Constantine I, after whom it was named. The city was the largest and wealthiest European city of the Middle Ages and shared the glories of the Byzantine Empire, which was eventually reduced to the city and its environs.
Although besieged innumerable times by various peoples, it was taken only in 1204 by the army of the Fourth Crusade, in 1261 by Michael VIII, and in 1453 by the Ottoman Sultan Mehmed II. An inner wall was erected by Constantine I, and the city was surrounded by a triple wall of fortifications, begun during the 5th century by Theodosius II. The city was built on seven hills as well as on the Bosporus, and thus presented an impregnable fortress enclosing magnificent palaces, domes and towers. The Church of Hagia Sophia, the sacred palace of the emperors, the hippodrome, and the Golden Gate were among the largest of the many churches, public edifices, and monuments lining the arcaded avenues and squares.
Constantinople had a large amount of artistic and literary treasure before it was sacked in 1204 and 1453. It was virtually depopulated when it fell to the Ottoman Turks, but the city recovered rapidly. The Ottoman sultans, whose court was called the Sublime Porte, embellished Constantinople with many beautiful mosques, palaces, monuments, fountains, baths, aqueducts and other public buildings. After World War I, the city was occupied (1918–23) by the Allies. In 1922, the last Ottoman sultan was deposed and in 1923 Ankara became the new capital of Turkey.
 

Jumat, 09 Maret 2012

B Y Z A N T I U M (ROMAWI TIMUR)

well, today i'll describe about Byzantium. Hve you been hear about Constatinople? Milano decrit? Codex Justinian? and Heraclius? these all just a little pieces part of historical study. let's check it out!




For the city in the late Roman and the Eastern Roman or Byzantine periods (330–1453).
 
 Though associated with the Sassanid Persians and with Mithradates VI Eupator (who for a time incorporated the city into his empire), by the late Hellenistic or early Roman period, the star and crescent motif had been associated to some degree with Byzantium. For example, some Byzantine coins of the 1st century BC and later show the head of Artemis with bow and quiver, and feature a crescent with what appears to be a six-rayed star on the reverse. According to accounts which vary in some of the details, in 340 BC the Byzantines and their allies the Athenians were under siege by the troops of Philip of Macedon. On a particularly dark and wet night Philip attempted a surprise attack but was thwarted by the appearance of a bright light in the sky. This light is occasionally described by subsequent interpreters as a meteor, sometimes as the moon, and some accounts also mention the barking of dogs. However, the original accounts mention only a light in the sky, without specifying the moon. To commemorate the event the Byzantines erected a statue of Hecate lampadephoros (light-bearer or bringer). This story survived in the works of Hesychius of Miletus, who in all probability lived in the time of Justinian I. His works survive only in fragments preserved in Photius and the tenth century lexicographer Suidas. The tale is also related by Stephanus of Byzantium, and Eustathius.
 
 
just info : hellenistic itu, bahasa indonesianya hellenisme, jadi, ini adalah suatu pencampuran kebudayaan antara Yunani, India dan Mesir, ketika Alexander The Great melakukan penaklukan-penaklukan dinegara-negara tersebut.  barusan abis baca soal-soal snmptn ips, jadi kepikiran sama cerita2nya kenapa romawi barat sama byzantium itu bisa terlepas hehe. hope ya enjoyed it guys :)
 
information from : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Byzantium